Well, I guess it's a good thing that I don't have any faithful readers. But then again, perhaps if I did keep up with this, I would gain some...
Oh well. On with the rant.
So since I last visited my own blog, I have started school and adjusting to new territory in my second year here at McMaster University.
Meet Mac. I can see most people expecting me to say that second year isn't any harder than freshman year, because I know what to expect now. And to some extent that is true. But for some reason, I'm having a hard time putting any effort into anything that I should be doing. This includes homework, joining clubs, getting to know my professors, hanging out with certain people to catch up etc.
I guess you could say that I'm reaching a state of apathy right now. 'Cause right now, I just don't care--well, at least having trouble caring.
I'm having trouble seeing clearly too [Admit it, people. We were all at an awkward teenage stage at some point.]
However, this kind of feeling sitting in me right now is a melange of confusion, frustration and a very very subtle kind of panic.
errrr What kind of friends do I want to hold close to me?
Where am I living next year?
Am I ready for another relationship?
What are my priorities in life?
I will be 20 i almost half a year and that's huge.
How am I going to find stability in my life?
I bet a lot of you would say that God or some sort of religous figure would fix me right up, but I don't know how that would work. But try to convince me anyway.
Bring it.
